Suixin Butterfly

 Sitting in a hotel
butterfly dream bed, then trace through the dim moonlight, she seems to see the man with her sharing a bed is what really looks like. In fact, sleep with him today, not because of his looks, but because a loneliness, a form of retaliation, a sense of suffocation by the dark filled, in addition to vent her feelings, then nothing could save her heart and soul.
out of the window in her pale moonlight face, it is a kind of unhealthy pale, dark eye and a reflection of her age is disproportionate sad. Mengdie self-deprecating smile, then a cigarette,, leisurely round of a gilded smoke. She thought of the rain fly has said she looks smoking is so fascinated by people, not consciously face covered with tears, he walked a long time, butterfly dream or still can not forget him. She did not know fascinated when his one-night stand, perhaps in retaliation for his to corrupt, she no longer believe in love, love turned into a wolf with a mask of happiness.
She does not deny that he is still hopelessly in love with the rain fly, even if he treated her so cruel, cruel as gone and only left her almost total defeat of the combat itself. But she still Henbu up to him. she can not control the kind of like his mood, obsessive thoughts, as any kind of erosion of their own body, his soul. It can be lit all, but can also destroy everything. she was only at that moment of indulgence, moaning in ecstasy, to be yourself, be happy with a short trace.
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Meng-long's very beautiful, can be said that a combination of women and girls of all temperament. fascinating and charming, charming cute, sentimental, and he has said that she is the embodiment of emotional and rational, these two contradictory personality in her body embodied in the head. Mengdie indeed is such a near-perfect woman, so she will have a constant stream of men around around. but her heart had been taken away by the rain fly, all the hospitality around men only Her pastime. exception of dawn.
and Meng-Dawn fell in love for 5 years, butterfly dream has been living in the dawn without any ripples and waves of love life. If there is no rain fly, they are all friends the happy couple, as dawn's favorite 5 years. However, the arrival of the rain fly, the butterfly dream everything disrupted, disrupting her life, disrupting her feelings, but also upset her heart. dawn of the butterfly dream 5 years in the understanding, as to understand their children, he was distressed to look around favorite, as was another man sad tears, increasingly haggard, and he never had felt despair, but he did not ask her anything, he felt really say it, he will really crash. He would rather tell their own self-deception nothing happened.
Butterfly Dream is made, but broke up at dawn to tears as disappointing, He knew she was not playing the child temper, he took her cold hands, told her to learn to take care of yourself, if you can still come back hurt, he would always love him .....< br> But the rain fly but did not bring her happiness, butterfly dream never for anyone to worry about the heart, began to worry about him all day all day in, night after night for his sleep, in the ground numerous times by the damage, the rain fly or left her, and is gone and did not leave any message to butterfly dream. Mengdie the day after his departure, like crazy, she searched all the places to go, hot topic all She can play the phone, but did not find any news of him, flying like rain, like a vacuum evaporation of the disappeared, disappeared in the butterfly dream world. Mengdie do not believe rain fly will be treated like her, do not believe he really so cruel? do not believe he actually did not give her a little cruel message? However, he is gone. rain fly, the butterfly dream only to find themselves in a love drug, deep, deep poison, poison to their own fallen souls. degenerated to in addition to numbness, the feeling can not find any.
three
dawn never leave the butterfly dream world, he understands the little things that hurt love to know their own bodies as the same. He Butterfly Dream pining silently looked at the heart of complex emotional force of what he wants crazy! he loved her, never had the fear of losing her, but he knew his little butterfly dream sinking had not been injured heart his position. That is his butterfly dream has been a loved one should not a human form of torture, his heart broken and helpless despair, no one can understand.
I have a chance okay? do not know?? You love, you know? him to now do not give you any news! he really loves you, he have the heart to let you do the pain?? butterfly dream, you should perk up. you know? believe me Let me take good care of your life! This is just gone and walk away so irresponsible, leaving her, in addition to a heavy share of the thoughts, the will of a deep, only that the deep hurt.
protection? . I had heard enough of the heart! in my world no longer a thing called love Besides, for whom I do not like and then cry to go, I only like one-night stand. I will not believe what everlasting love. That is a lie! suddenly realizes that he is only free in the darkness of a lonely Bale. No one had to save her, of course, the most ridiculous thing is, even she can not save yourself .....< br> Four
Mengdie space to a place called Diba. She used to come here, she liked the atmosphere of Diba in the kind of secretive, dark space, floating around with danger and excitement. Mengdie to a bottle of XO, she did not want to wake , and she just want to drink their own wine to pot, and if so Zuisi, and maybe that is the biggest relief.
Today is the rain fly away, she came here the third time since the rain fly once said, He did not like her to this place. She thinks she can be free and easy to walk to, but she was wrong, she knows she is so sad as is the effort to pay him, even if he never came back .... ..